i've got nothing left to live for, got no reason left to die, but when i'm standing in the gallows, i'll be staring at the sky because no matter where they take me, in death in will survive and i will never be forgotten with you by my side.'cause i don't need this life, i just need somebody to die for, somebody to cry for when i'm lonely. when i'm standing in the fire, i will look him in the eye and i will let the devil know that i was brave enough to die. and there's no hell that he can show me that's deeper than my pride, 'cause i will never be forgotten, forever i'll fight.
name zeyarah inshirah bint asad nasrallah
pronunciation zay-arr-uh(roll the 'R') inn-sheera bihnt ah-sahd nahs-rah-luh
nickname zee, zay, "the lioness of baghdad"
age twenty-five
occupation librarian
ethnicity iraqi
birthplace baghdad, iraq
spoken languages arabic, english, farsi
abilities dragon shifter - was originally born in ancient Mesopotamia(modern-day Iraq), thought to be the primordial dragon goddess of the ocean, Tiamat, by the Mesoptamians. even though she isn't really a goddess, she was honored as one due to her abilities. currently, she has no memory of her past lives nor any knowledge of her powers.
hair dark brown
eyes blue
height 5'6
build/appearance zeyarah is one of the lucky ones who were blessed with natural curves. she's got wide hips that slope into a narrow waist, which then leads to the part that every man cares about: boobs. she has them, they're on her chest, they're boobs. they're pretty great. she stands at 5'6, which is about average but rather short by nasrallah standards. she has hip-length dark brown hair. it's thick and mostly without curls or waves. though, like with most women of middle eastern blood, her eyes are her more alluring feature. they are a bright silvery blue, almost appearing green in certain lighting. they are framed with inky black eyelashes and are sometimes lined with kohl. she has plump cupid's bow lips and a smile that can light up a room.
clothing style she wears flattering clothes and is very modest. she rarely ever shows a lot of skin, not even cleavage. usually seen in black with a keffiyeh thrown around her neck for some color. she doesn't cover her hair, but will sometimes tie a keffiyeh around her head bandanna-style.
parents asad nasrallah & sariyah nasrallah
status final'd - hayden chase
crush - - -
friends - - -
enemies - - -
siblings yusuf muhammad abdul-rahim bin asad nasrallah (deceased)
ahmed faizal bin asad nasrallah
khalil mujahid bin asad nasrallah
shahin zuhayr qasim bin asad nasrallah
altair nazeem sa'adah bin asad nasrallah
Ibrahim Aashiq Halakamir Al-Shihab (half brother)
likes islam, the quran, her family, horses, middle eastern food, shisha, nasheeds, mint tea, endurance riding, eventing, reptiles, modest clothes, keffiyehs, gold, nature, books, romance, taking care of people, her homeland, eavesdropping, art, music, literature, learning new things, intelligent conversation
dislikes islamophobes, fake مجاهدين (mujahideen) fighters, the media, snobs, whiny people, western feminists, ignorance, cognitive dissonance, double standards, people who text during conversation, skimpy clothes, unnecessary violence, small talk, being patronized, overly flirty men
hobbies horseback riding, shooting guns, looking at guns, buying guns, holding guns,
guns, reading
personality Caring • Even if shes putting herself in harm's way, Zeyarah is always playing the Good Samaritan role. Any time someone is in need or in any kind of trouble, she will go out of her way to lessen or eliminate the problem. This caring nature causes her to also be extremely protective. It's probably just a mix between a natural maternal instinct and where she came from, but she's very, very protective over her family, friends, women, and children. She would take a bullet for a loved one(and literally has on a few occasions). All of this comes with its limits, however. She will not allow anyone to take advantage of her and if she notices that she is being taken for granted, she has no problem with totally cutting you out of her life. Although she's compassionate, the one part of that she lacks is forgiveness. The second you cross her, all of that caring nature disappears. She holds grudges until hell freezes over. If your transgression was severe enough, she'll even go so far as to exact some kind of revenge. And sadly, that lust for vengeance can consume her.
Proud • For a number of reasons, Zee has a natural dignity and pride that can't be shaken. It almost borders on arrogance. Her beauty, bloodline, and homeland are all sources of pride for her along with the reverence she's earned in Baghdad as the "renowned Lioness". One could say it's gone to her head with the way she struts around with an air of superiority. She has an ego twice the size of Saudi Arabia and it shows no sign of being knocked down. Her dignity will not allow anyone to belittle her. If you patronize her, expect backlash. She doesn't allow kufars to disrespect her. She's too proud to ask for help, too proud to admit she's wrong, too proud to ever admit that someone's just simply better than her in any way(even if they clearly are).
Fearless • This is a woman that has faced down armies of men armed only with an assault rifle and steel determination, with only a few allies at her side. It doesn't matter your strength, size, social status, or if you're armed to the teeth, you don't scare her. Just like you cannot threaten a mujahideen with death, you also cannot threaten Zeyarah with death or pain. She would accept any ill fate with unflinching dignity and still have the gall to tell you to burn with Shaitan.
Unfortunately, this bravery sometimes steps over that thin line of stupidity. Valor is often a breeding ground for reckless abandon and Zeyarah is no different. She has been warned time and time again that her bravery and disregard for consequences is going to be her demise. She's not the biggest, strongest person in the world - not by a long-shot but she certainly makes herself believe that she is.
Romantic • In both definitions of the word, Zee is a romantic. She often has exaggerated and glamorized views of certain things. Reality is often skewed by her imagination. Many Arab girls are raised to believe that true love will bring you happiness and that it is the other half of your دين (deen). Zeyarah was raised the same way. She is very passionate and highly values the "romance" aspect of her relationships. She has a soft spot for lovey-dovey bullcrap that most people would scoff at. She still has that little girl's dream of finding a prince charming.
Resilient • No matter what, she always seems to bounce back from any bad situation. It may take a long time but she always seems to be able to move on. She's a strong woman, fully capable of handling problems.
Observant • She is always the type to wait and listen as opposed to getting directly involved in a situation. It's a strategic habit of hers and it isn't done out of shyness. It's more because she looks for danger. Old habits die hard. There is literally nothing that goes unnoticed by her. Every person, place, and thing gets scrutinized by her discerning eye.
Quiet • Again, it isn't out of shyness because fear isn't in her vocabulary. She doesn't jump on the opportunity to speak to someone and if she gets pulled into a conversation, she tends to let the other person do the talking and keeps her dialogue short but profound. She would rather listen than speak.
Smart • Once you do get her to speak freely, she's quite eloquent and can discuss a wide range of subjects. She's a modern-day Isabella d'Este, able to hold her own in conversation with a vast majority of people(even though it might take her a long time to get past her habit of staying quiet). She's quite well-versed in art, literature, politics, and music and prefers meaningful conversations over small talk. She's also very curious, jumping on any opportunity to learn new things about anything at all.
theme songsstone in my hand - everlast
seven nation army - the white stripes
rise, rebel, resist - otep
ummetel islami busra (fking nasheed, yo, idk the artist)
soldier of allah (another fking nasheed. artist's name escapes me)
titanium - jasmine thompson cover
in waves - trivium
justice - rev theory
bleeding out - imagine dragons
the day that never comes - metallica
somebody to die for - hurts
eyes on fire - blue foundation
life is beautiful - sixx:am
smash the control machine - otep
radioactive - imagine dragons
voice of the voiceless - lowkey ft. immortal technique
warriors - imagine dragons
LA ILAHA ILLA ALLAH.( picture )name bashaar al-shahmeer
barn name habibi
gender stallion
age ten
breed barb x arabian
discipline eventing
color black
height 15.2hh
speed 5
stamina 5
intelligence 5
agility 5
earnings $0
Ali - 2 year old doberman pinscher
Saladin - 3 year old white royal python